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Pareidolia

by Bob Gaulke

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I don’t fit in it’s not a sin I appear martian I can’t blend anyone can tell My opinions seem out of season It’d be a lot better if we all got along I wish sometimes I was more wrong But I see what you do, hear what you say Logic and reason move the other way I won’t conform to a norm Boiling a planet on a slow heater I must confess I’d rather think less But I get so tripped up On these little details But I won’t quit I’ll take a hit and keep on tickin’
2.
Went to the store filled my cart Tomatoes on sale so was the cod Frozen treats a new yogurt Lady next door there with her dog Got behind a man with cans of spam At the register I opened my wallet Funny thing happened; there was nothing in it Embarrassed as the girl voided the purchase What a funny thing to live in a dream To spend your life spending everything Little reminders come too late Without a script and an audience there Said I’d be right back I was mortified Left the bags there with my pride Said to myself “never again” -But there are so many books and records to be had Need to order that new box set Guess I’ll have to float the rent again Cancel that date open the tuna That I’d been saving for times like now What a funny thing the world produces Flown in daily from all continents Under lights on display For us to consume without thinking about it
3.
I start more stories than I finish Love more women than I sleep with Intentions misplaced plans mislaid Savings destroyed faiths betrayed Burning decades like paper Cut-out lives saved for later Don’t claim to understand it don’t matter Holding on to ephemera Spinning the world without pursuing it Screams blur, sounds indifferent Calling for me like Robert Johnson Shadows on the equator You come to me with the promise We won’t need to hear tomorrow Hesitating in front of yesterday Ducking out into the rain That distant dog’s barking again Sounding like he’s ready to sing Life happens and it happens again Needles falling on our heads
4.
Evil 03:00
I leave the evil at work Where I’m protected by a suit Sometimes I cut it into bits And spread it on my food I wish it on someone else Someone I don’t know On weekends I take it home
 Putting on a mask Letting you beat it out of me Flying it in the air On the end of a string 
Leaving it in the car It can be recycled Sending it into space To the martians Hopefully it’s not too late Our children will face it We could always find Something to replace it You can find me Completely naked Thinking about How it works I wake up wanting things I wake up feeling empty I dream my opinions Count for something Thoughts cloud my daytime Agitating desires How I measure my life What I do with my time
5.
Maybe you’re in the right place Making that book turn a page Things you thought were mistakes Were lessons you’ll face again There’s a line you can trace From the child in your steps Through where imagination winds up those nine flights of stairs Despite all rejects, boyfriends, upsets Cowards, lawyers, bosses, politicians You’re still standing, smiling, demanding What are we all doing here Without compass or map By providence, luck, common sense You survey and start to dig Up to your chest in the shit Maybe you’re in the right place Giving what you’ve got to give To a world crying for help While others suffer in silence
6.
U and I thirteen letters apart Trying to move stuck on a wall Love from a distance framing desire Good on paper; perfect in mind Never far from my thoughts  Filling the room with impulses Passing notes, spit wads I remain unfocused I dream about you writing in circles  Needing help with your cursive Twenty-six letters in a row  Filling in blanks, making “O”’s Desires conflicted against The shape of your lips You and I bored out of our minds Stuck with groupwork we don’t like Look at you shoot me a smile Our secret lives have just arrived Alphabet city’s raining paper and pens The whole story gets crumpled again Weather changes loneliness surges My purple spaceship comes to save you
7.
Against 02:56
Against the day We place this limerence Taking space From indifference Riding the sound Of your voice Into summer’s Flames Against obligations We bend and stretch Hearts teething On logical sense It’s not nothing feelings we have Weighed against the working week It’s something i’d never give back Anything I could share with you There are reasons too many reasons Chopped like onions in the kitchen Hesitate before a decision Doubts flooding the apartment
8.
Roses 02:35
In a world of shit I plant things Things grow in stink Beetles Come feasting Bees come drink In a world of noise I’m quiet Quiet enough to think Stupidity’s deafening Dodging Trucks to read When I pray I pray for wisdom Wisdom to come to me I think roses, I feel roses Budding as I read

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8 mellow, clichéd grooves.

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released August 4, 2022

Bob Gaulke- Voice + Guitar
Leon Gruenbaum- Keys
Paulo LePetit-Bass
Kevin Cerovich- Trombone + Drums
Emilia Cataldo- Backing Vocals
-with Marco Raaphorst- guitar on "Like Robert Johnson"
Martin Scian- Mixing + Mastering

Art by Fred Hatt

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